A little Under the Weather....

Had a tough day today, must have had a 24 hour stomach bug. I am feeling better now, was able to eat something this evening without feeling "seasick"!

So tomorrow I will have to do everything that was on my list to do today. No new news to report here, just status quo. Have had some amazing ministry moments of late, and the Lord is continuing to establish me in this region. There is no question the favor of the Lord that is on us here. For which I am thankful, couldn't do without it.

Have some heavy burdens on my heart; am asking which I need to continue to bear in intercession, and which to let go. I hate the enemy, he's such a LIAR! My heart breaks for the ones who think it is all finished, I wish I could gather them all together and speak the truth into and over them. The same truths that were spoken over me at one time. The Lord knows them, and He knows right where they are. If they would only turn to Him, lay down the pride, and allow Him to heal their wounds. Not superficially; not band aids; but honest-to-goodness-scrub-out-the-pus-so-it-can-really-get-better kinda healing!

My GOD can heal all their wounds, can deliver them from every affliction, NOTHING IS TOO BIG! But if they have given up (and this is the easier path by far), there isn't much He can do. SO until He stops me, I am gonna pray for them to have TRUTH, DELIVERANCE, HUMILITY, and for COURAGE to stand and fight again.

Hope I don't upset anyone by this post, it's what's on my heart. Good night and I love you.

Bulldog

Take the limits OFF!

NO limits
NO boundaries
I see increase all around me

Stretch forth
Break forth
Release me
Enlarge my territory

Take the limits off, release Me
Take the limits off, release Me

Is there anything too hard for the Lord? No.

Lord I take the limits off You, and choose to stretch forth, to break forth, and I release You to do what You will in and through me! I'm yours.

(partial lyrics by Israel & New Breed)

Being surrounded by that Great Cloud of Witnesses....

Hebrews 12 talks about the great cloud of witnesses that surround us; witnesses with names like Moses, Abraham, David, etc. We are encouraged to lay aside the sin that so easily entangles us; to look to Jesus - the author and finisher of our faith.

In my gut there is a longing to do something that has never been done before. Not a prideful longing, just a burning desire to see GOD move in a completely different way through me. On a recent morning, I woke myself up asking the Lord to consider me. Nothing more or less, just to consider me. What was that all about? Other than sensing feelings of utter terror, I haven't a clue. Ever since however, the desire for the Lord to do something different through me has increased.

When I think about the Halls of Faith and the people who are mentioned within them, I am sure it began with the Lord considering them. This may sound arrogant to some reading this, but when the scriptures say that we will do "greater things than these", I believe it. I long for it.

So, I am going to fast and pray. I am gonna watch for the Lord. I will do something that has never been done before....

Another awesome video....A wonder

Hmmmm.........

As I was coming home from running an errand this morning, something went through my mind that has taken me aback somewhat. I have been really concerned about my employment situation, not really understanding why I haven't found a job yet. In my heart deep down, I know that the Lord is in control, and He can speak one word and my job will be provided.

But I still wrestle with it, especially when a bill is due, or when my cell phone got cut off cause I had to fix my truck instead. It's an every day, almost moment by moment thing to keep my focus where it needs to be.

Anyway, the thought went through my mind that my not working is actually a blessing from my Lord. He told me this morning that I needed to thank and praise Him for allowing me to be home...for Steve in his final year at home. I was speechless when I realized what the Lord was showing me. In this season, however long it is, I will thank my King for giving me this. For the first time in a long time, I have a real peace. A job is out there, just waiting for me....the Lord is holding my place, and in the proper time it will be. So, I am gonna enjoy being a "mom"; and will enjoy the time with my Lord in this, the Harbor of HIS choosing.

Cardboard Testimonies -- Awesome Video!

Breathless.....

Over the past 10 years or so, the Lord has whispered secrets to me and into me. Things that I only dreamed about; things that terrified me; things that shook me to be a better person...the one the Lord not only dreams of but actually knows in the future!

Now, some of those things are being laid before me and I find myself breathless...not sure how to even process them, or to even pray about them. And in these moments I hope that my silent wonder and awe can come close to a "thank you" to my Lord and King!

JESUS....You are the Life to my heart and my soul
You are the Light to the darkness around me
You are the Hope to the hopeless and broken
You are the only Truth and the Way!